It’s over.
November 12, 2010 at 5:33 pm | Posted in FET #5: Last Chance Waltz, Pregnancy | 58 CommentsI finally got a call from my clinic.
Beta declined to 386 today.
It’s over.
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Serenity Now! 
Oh, f*ck! I was so hoping this would work. I’m sorry.
Comment by Deborah— November 12, 2010 #
Grab a bottle of Fuck-It-All tonight and hit the pavement hard tomorrow.
*hugs*
Comment by Heather— November 12, 2010 #
I am so sorry.
Comment by Amy— November 12, 2010 #
‘I’m sorry’ seems completely inadequate right now. But I’m really f*cking sorry.
Comment by ultimatejourney— November 12, 2010 #
Crap. Serenity, I’m so sorry … and wish I could offer something more than those words. Here with you.
Comment by Justine— November 12, 2010 #
I’m so sorry. There are no words.
Comment by vhmprincess— November 12, 2010 #
That so fucking sucks. I am so sorry, K. I really wish there was more to say. Life is so unfair. I like Heather’s advice about grabbing some Fuck-It-All.
Comment by Delenn— November 12, 2010 #
I wish there were better words than “I’m so sorry” and “This sucks” interspersed with a whole lot of expletives.
Fuck. This just sucks so much. I’m so so so sorry, hun. Have a really big glass of wine, or four, eat some runny cheese and go for a HUGE hard run tomorrow.
xoxoxo
T.
Comment by Turia— November 12, 2010 #
Aw sweetie. I’m so sorry to hear this.
Comment by sharah— November 12, 2010 #
I was so hoping to see something else here today. I can’t say how sorry I am.
Thinking of you and your family.
Comment by Mrs. Hope— November 12, 2010 #
I am so so so sorry.
Comment by Kate— November 12, 2010 #
I am so, so sorry. I know just how much it hurts when you allow yourself to have hope and believe in the possibility. I am sending love your way. Many hugs.
Comment by StacieT— November 12, 2010 #
Oh crap. So sorry 😦
Comment by mrs spock— November 12, 2010 #
Damn. I am so sorry.
Comment by Betty M— November 12, 2010 #
Shit. I’m so sorry. 😦
Comment by Natalie— November 12, 2010 #
Sorry. That totally sucks.
Comment by Kelly— November 12, 2010 #
Oh No! I was so hoping it would be different. I am sorry 😦 Sending you a hug.
Comment by Vee— November 12, 2010 #
Sucks… Here’s to tomorrow….
Leslie B.
Comment by Leslie B.— November 12, 2010 #
Serenity, I am deeply deeply sorry for your loss. I was really hoping with you, for you.
Love to you. Eden xo
Comment by edenland— November 12, 2010 #
i’m so sorry. 😦
Comment by anne— November 12, 2010 #
Fuck. I’m sorry.
Comment by Summer— November 12, 2010 #
I’m with everybody else. Words fail. That is awful, and I’m so sorry.
Comment by Megan— November 12, 2010 #
That’s awful. I’m so sorry and am thinking of you all.
Comment by LJ— November 12, 2010 #
Im so very sorry, Serenity.
Comment by JJ— November 12, 2010 #
Oh fuck. I’m so, so sorry.
Comment by megan— November 12, 2010 #
I’m so, so sorry Serenity.
Comment by Roadblocks and Rollercoasters— November 12, 2010 #
Damn it. I’m so sorry Serenity.
Comment by Team Winks— November 12, 2010 #
my heart is breaking for you.
much love.
Comment by kenna— November 12, 2010 #
I am so, so sorry.
My best thoughts are with you!
Jennifer
Comment by Jennifer— November 12, 2010 #
I’m so sorry. It’s an awful feeling.
Comment by Rachel— November 12, 2010 #
Oh, Serenity. My heart is hurting for you right now. I hope the weekend brings a start to the healing. Know that we are all thinking of you.
Comment by hopefulmother— November 12, 2010 #
Crap. I’m so, so sorry, Serenity.
Comment by Sticky Bun— November 12, 2010 #
So sorry…
Comment by Meghan— November 12, 2010 #
Even though you are not a stranger to the pain of struggling to have a baby, I know that this loss is devastating on many levels. You know that there are many of us out here thinking of you. I know that you know all of this already, but just in case…
You are not a failure. This is not your fault. You did everything right. It isn’t fair. You don’t have to decide anything now. You can take time to grieve. You are not alone.
Comment by anon— November 12, 2010 #
Ugh, fuck, shit! Fucked up, is what it is, and I am so sorry.
Comment by It is what it is— November 12, 2010 #
I’m really and truly sorry.
Comment by Mer— November 12, 2010 #
Just really, really sorry.
Comment by Bean— November 12, 2010 #
I’m so sorry – I was hoping for better news. Take care of yourself.
Comment by Sue— November 12, 2010 #
OH SHIT! NO, NO, NO, NO, NO!!! “I’m sorry” doesn’t even begin to describe my sorry-ness.
Comment by Amy— November 12, 2010 #
Shit shit shit. I will never understand why this has to happen to anyone, let alone GOOD people.
I think a massage or something really nice for yourself is in order. Doesn’t fix things, but it helps with the goal of taking care of yourself, which should be your biggest priority.
Comment by andbabybmakesthree— November 12, 2010 #
Crap. Crap. I’m so sorry.
Take care of yourself.
Bea
Comment by Bea— November 12, 2010 #
This familiar feeling came rushing back as I read your post, the “it’s over” feeling, indeed. I always think I forgot the pain, or that I have moved on, but my heart just sinks down and I can almost taste it. It just sucks so so so much. I am sorry, I know how much it hurts and it just sucks and it is unfair and it sucks.
Comment by jv— November 12, 2010 #
I am so sorry. HUGS
Comment by Cibele— November 12, 2010 #
Oh, Serenity…how I wish I was back in your fair city. I don’t know what we would do, but I’m sure at some point it would involve a bakery, some mochas (possibly spiked), and hand-holding and hugs.
I’m so sorry, my dear friend.
Comment by Yo-yo Mama— November 12, 2010 #
Oh Serenity. I wish it wasn’t over. I’m so sorry.
Comment by Krista— November 13, 2010 #
I’m so sorry. Consider this a virtual hug (whenever you need it).
Comment by terri— November 13, 2010 #
As everyone else has already said, I’m sorry just seems so inadequate to convey the sense of sadness I feel for you. This sucks. Sucks, sucks, sucks. Sending you lots of hugs.
Comment by Leah— November 13, 2010 #
So, so sorry. Completely unfair.
Comment by Laura P— November 13, 2010 #
Ugh. My stomach just rolled when I saw the title. Really sorry to hear this.
Comment by Tara— November 13, 2010 #
Fuck.
Comment by chicklet— November 13, 2010 #
there’s not a curse word strong enough to express how I feel. I am so terrribly horribly awfully disgutingly sorry I feel like that doesn’t even sum it up.
XOXO
Comment by Beth— November 13, 2010 #
I’m so incredibly sorry. Sending lots of love and hugs.
Comment by Nikole— November 13, 2010 #
Serenity I’ve been through this three times and still can’t think of anything to say that would be helpful. I am just so sorry that you have to go through this.
Comment by Leslie— November 13, 2010 #
I’m sorry. 😦
Comment by jesspond— November 13, 2010 #
Gutted. I am so very sorry.
Comment by thalia— November 13, 2010 #
Fuck. I am so sorry, Serenity. xxx
Comment by My Reality— November 13, 2010 #
I was nervous to log on. My stomach actually flipped clicking on to your blog title. And, well, there it was. Then I just felt sad. I’m so disappointed for you.
Comment by Elle Bee— November 13, 2010 #
Oh my dear, I am so very very sorry.
Comment by eep6— November 14, 2010 #