Transfer Day.March 11, 2011 at 8:15 am | Posted in FET #6: Another Chance | 18 Comments
In case you were wondering?
The plan is to transfer the best one from the straw. I called in sick this morning so I could take a day and… well, you know, Just Relax.
I will drop O off at school, then head to the gym for a run and get some errands done before we need to be to the clinic at 12:30. This afternoon I plan on sitting on the couch and watching a movie.
And it’s sort of funny. I don’t have very much to say about the actual transfer.
All the emotion that’s characterized the last few cycles has seemed to melt away.
I’m not angry any more, I’m not sad, I’m not excited or even very hopeful.
It just IS.
Today represents another chance of getting pregnant. A REAL chance, not some piddly percentage of 1% as if we were trying on our own.
I really WANT this to work.
But I have zero control over the outcome.