This is so incredibly unfair and heartbreaking Serenity. I’m just so sorry that things can’t be different. We are here for you. Will Charlie Brown be home I hope? You are going to need a lot of support and R&R and I hope you have loved ones around you (in-person not just here in the computer) that can help lift you up when you need it the most.
I will continue to be thinking of you and praying for you tomorrow. I’m just so sorry that this is happening.
I have been thinking of you so much, and hoping for some kind of crazy last-minute miracle. It just doesn’t make sense to me that this can happen — especially to such a lovely person. I guess we all know there isn’t much sense in all of this, though.
Sending you hugs and wishes for a peaceful healing time. I know it’s easy for an outsider to say, but if you can, I hope you are able to set aside the ‘what’s next’ thoughts/plans/fear/worries, etc and focus on being very good to yourself right now.
Best of luck with your D&E. I will be thinking of you.
Not knowing how to feel is how I felt with our miscarriage. I just wanted it over. The D&E brought that for me – I felt much peace knowing that I could move forward again. I am hoping that you have that same peace in the coming days.